this past tuesday felt like one of the best days of my life. no i didnt do anything special really. just went back to school, and i love my classes so far. i had a two hour break at one point. so i got myself some Mcdonalds and dropped myself in the "park" across from school. i had never done that cause, well...i guess i never thought about just laying in the grass, by myself. but other people were doing it so figured eh why not no ones gonna be looking at you funny just because your laying alone. anyways. it was so peaceful, i don't know why i haven't done it before. it was such a nice day compared to this whole summer. not uncomfortably hot, but there was a nice breeze that would come and go.
my second class that day ended early and i was just getting into an even better mood by then. i swear it was scary how happy i was feeling. i wasn't even impatient waiting for the bus. which is how i usually am.
prayer is such a powerful thing, and God has really blessed me with a greater joy and gratitude for the things i have been given. and blessed me with other God-loving people whom i love so much. not only that but im feeling so much more confident about different things and opportunities coming my way.
every good and perfect gift comes from above, down from the Father of heavenly lights, with whom is no variation, or shadow of turning
and i know many people have read Perks of Being A Wallflower, and that one line made be overused now and marked as cliche. but there are just those days when you say it to yourself, and you do feel it, and you just want to close your eyes and you want to stay in that moment where it seems as if it couldn't get any better
i feel infinite